I haven't posted in what seems like forever (I didn't check the date before beginning this post today, so it very well could have been two months.
I could say that it's because I was so bust with work for the last few weeks. I could also say that I forget sometimes that I write in a blog. Another thing I could say is that I like to write in my handwritten journal sometimes for reasons of facility and privacy.
But I think the real reason is that I'm too lazy a lot of the time. I don't think I'm the type of person that gets a hell of a lot done on days off. Most times, I'm too tired to do too much. Other times, if Cavan is home too, I prefer to get our errands done and spend time with him over privately writing in my online blog. But I do think having my blog is important. It's somewhere that I can spout off about one thing or another, and not feel like I'm going to have to pay for it down the road.
Well, I'm in the process of spending my first full winter in Minnesota. Not a huge fan. Just have to throw that out there. I miss my family, my dog, and my home. BUT. I guess it's worth it. Cavan is worth it. He's really the only thing I have anchoring me here, but it's a good enough anchor that I have no urge to try and convince him to go away with me.
I don't mind my job, I just wish I got paid a lot more. I'm still looking for other jobs and applying here and there. Apparently, there are pretty much 1 in 10 odds that I'll get anything, but it was one of my New Year's resolutions. To get a better job. Something I can be proud of and somewhere that I'll feel like I'm moving in the right direction. My other resolution was to stop stressing out so much. Psh. Like that's going to happen.
Well, blog, Happy 2010. And I say it Two-thousand ten, not twenty ten.
I'm happy, I'm healthy, I'm loved, and I have a roof over my head. Things could be worse.